hello :)


today is a wonderful day. its sunny out. friday. one of my classes was cancelled. started out the morning with a swim. AND (drum roll please) SCCAP retreat in t minus 4 hours. All we know is that we are going camping and I am beyond freaking exciting. For an adventure, and a bunch of awesome new people, and learning and growing and having a RYLA esque weekend. Man I am excited!


Last night I didn't have any homework which was way off compared to the rest of the week and I didn't know what to do with myself. I was in a way crazy mood and super bored so I decided to read through some old old blogs. I read through the ones from before school started and some around Christmas time.  All the nerves and excitement and good byes and crazy emotions involved in moving here and starting school seem so long ago even though the actually moving in seems like just yesterday.  I talked about how someday this would be the life that I was so accustomed to and that mattered more than anything which was weird since it was so hard to let go of that life. Guess what, I'm there, this is home, and I miss the other home and my friends but here is where my life is and I am completely involved and beyond content in this world :) love it. Its funny looking back on that, thinking about how things change, how I've grown, how much of an amazing adventure this has been.


Summer is approaching fast...4 weeks left, insanity. Everyone at home is getting out of school and its making me a little ancy to be there with them, but still i am not ready to leave here. I recently realized that the reason I love this life is because its so much constant new and learning and growing and excitement and Im scared of this summer being...stagnant and boring and same old. I want to do things that make me excited, and love every minute of it, and adventure.  So along with my whole other list of things to do I am going to try to find a way to work with kids..I have done all sorts of stuff all over the place with kids but haven't really in Leadville and I think its time I do something there cause there is definitely the need I just have to reach out and find where..


Time to get ready for SCCAP :) so excited! Be ready for lots when I get back! Happy happy weekend.