Sunday, September 19, 2010

exhausted thoughts of sophomore year STARTING!!!

um hello there


sophomore year starts tomorrow.
and i want nothing more than to lay my little head down and sleep the night away so i am READY for the day :)
i am EXHAUSTED from moving in, organizing, seeing people, spilling excitement about SCCAP to people at the club fair and from all the emotions surrounding this whole moving in, starting school, crazy transition wonderfulness.


SCCAP retreat was fantastic. I love these people. Like seriously I LOVE THEM. They remind me whats important in life. And fill me so dang full of love and joy and passion that I just wanna bounce around and spread what they give me.  
I think I may end up studying abroad in El Salvador instead of Spain. long story.. to be explained later. But partially in my head forever, and very much so encouraged by many SCCAPers... it would be much more meaningful and unique. I like that.
These amazing kiddos also had my head running like crazy around Global Fellows and Donavan...both summer service programs that I will be involved in at least one of :)


They make me wanna do and be and live.
And I cant ask for anything more from the people I surround myself with 


Then I came home to Hayley. More making me want to do and be and live. Someone to share all this with. To talk about it and dream with. To love life with. To question everything. To talk about the importance of getting our worlds rocked. To encourage me and remind me who I am. And to have late night pillow talk with that leads to "I dunno what I do... I just be cheesy" ha


Confession... I SO wish I was living with her.
But she's near by, and we'll be spending plenty of time together. And she's my best friend SO its all good.


Anyways, Im moved in. It feels great.  I moved in pretty much by myself, which was a little hard and for a minute had me a little sad that my mom wasnt here hanging up my clothes and making my bed. But it all worked out, and her and I had so much good time together on our way out. Its weird being far away from Hayley and Lauren and Stella and the boys and everyone that was always around last year. We've had a couple moments of AHHHHHHH this is too weird.  
But I am so dang excited to be in San Fillipo. There is so much good stuff here. So many great people. And the walk to Hayley and Lauren's room really isn't that bad and we'll just meet new people.
Its going to be a FANTASTIC year and I am really really out of this world excited for all thats to come.


School starts tomorrow... WHOA
work at 8 and class at 2:15. I cant even believe it, and the transition will undoubtedly be slightly challenging but thats normal. So.. Im going to bed. Ill come back soon with better less exhausted thoughts.


Love you all so very much :)

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