christmas is in two days. my brother isnt home, and he isn't gonna make it home. he told me and i cried, i see him all the time now and really its not a big deal. but we are a family of three, you loose one and it makes a big difference. I was really excited for a small relaxed christmas just us, cause when its just us its ok that we have a small christmas and enjoy each other and do things we do not things other people do. he slept through his alarm and its christmas time so...there arent really flights for him to get on. this is the first christmas of my life i'll spend without him. i guess we are growing up, i guess that starts to happen, but its throwing me off a little. sigh
scotty is home! two months of the hardest thing of his life and he's done. and i couldnt be more excited for him and proud of him. and we will all be together soon and oh boy i cant wait, thats the best christmas present i could ever ask for, just us, being us and loving each others company and stories and giggling til our stomachs hurt. i cant wait.
its snowing outside and im sitting by the fireplace and just got done skiing. it is christmas time even without my brother. the whole leadville gang is getting together tonight to welcome em home from budapest, that will be lots of fun. and we are going to the yurt saturday, which also is interesting. corey cant come, meaning that sux cause thats the only time i see him and also we dont have snowmobiles. should be interesting. i told elyse and i couldnt stop laughing, because we are gonna be a mess..ey yi yi. i guess thats the fun of it.
life is really really good. i skiied with my 10 year old cousin mekenna, joan and doug yesterday and it was fantastic. mekenna is always a breath of fresh air for me. we sat on the lift and sang all our favorite fun songs and christmas songs too and we just laughed and she just played and it was great. its fun to feel like a little kid again, and to just enjoy the simple things, cause those really are the best. i skiied with zachy today and we played and joked and did lots of shell and zachy things. and davey is home and tonight will be great just being with everyone. im really excited.
the yurt has been so stressful i havent had time to be excited but i am. its our fun every year thing and we will have fun
and SCOTTY and so much ryla together in 5 days, thats fantastic.
seriously all i need for christmas are people. and i will make up for my bro not being here when i get back to school, even if it feels really funky. so im gonna go play with my leadville friends. and have a funky christmas. and play some more with this crew and then my most favorite ryla family. my life is really good. and im reminded everyday and its fantastic :)
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