Its dumping outside, dumping
we skiied today and it was fantastic
we just went to see the Blindside...absolutely AMAZING movie
I am absolutely in love with home
I'm laying on the couch listening to christmas music
Life is sooo incredibly good.
I came home, and to be completely honest there is a big chunk of me wondering why I ever left this place. Dont get me wrong, I love Santa Clara and couldn't ask for anything better. But THIS is all me, all home, my culture, my life. The blue sky, the fresh feeling air, the stars, the coziness, the small town, the snow, the cold, the skiing...I absolutely love it. And because I left I love it more than ever have in my life, and I feel like 4 years is a long time to be away. But ill be back in between. I just love it here, i love the feel, I miss it like crazy and i really love the snow. Its a feeling you cant get anywhere else, and I just am so glad I grew up in this beautiful little place.
I told Britt last night all the people I love (most of them at least) are closest to here, and I miss that too. I was talking to Zachy about it too. I love being home cause i can see all of the people who are my family...family of amazing wonderful best friends. Zachy, Ese, Tiff, Dave, Britt and all of RYLA, Mindy and Kam, mommy, Liv, Molly, Kali, they are all here, and I am not and its ok I love that I am in California, but I also love that I can come home to them, cause I am strong because of them :)
We just saw the Blindside, sooooo sooo good. Such a me movie, sooo feel good and ahhh it was just fantastic. Sandra Bullock is a freaking bad ass, and I would LOVE to be a mother like her. The little boy is adorable, big Mike's little side kick and just fantastic and gosh its just so good. I loved it.
Tomorrow I'm gonna try to ski again, somewhere and then hang with Tiff. I'm really really really really happy. Seriously, its wonderful :)
I wanna make a snow angel, maybe in a bit
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