pity party

So... my Zachy will be here in a few hours, thank god. He will save me from the pity party that has been my week.

I am feeling a little frusterated, exhausted, bored, uninspired. And those are feelings that I do not like.

School is forever tons of work, and I am not in love with any of my classes. And... Spanish and I are in a forever fight. Which is frustrating because I don't wanna fight with Spanish, I wanna be good friends and feel like I can actually use it for all that is useful for. GAHHH!

I know that there is always so much to look forward to, ALWAYS and I know that I am a pitiful whining joke, but... thats just the way it is every once and a while. And right now the best thing in the world sounds like picking up and going to travel the world... all problems solved- no more boredom, no more inspiration drought, and no more fighting with school. I wanna be in a spanish speaking country where I learn by speaking, and by messing up but don't get graded on it. And where people tell me cool stories and teach me about their way of life.  I think thats the best kind of school.

I have 2 weeks til Thanksgiving Break and I will make it, and I will work on lowering the level of sass. And this weekend will be so fantastic. But boy am I excited for a week of being lazy, and doing things on my time, and seeing friends and new places and feeling excited not bored. Because being bored is not my style!

Sorry to whine and complain and be no fun to read... Ill get better. I will be refreshed after this weekend and have loads of good things to say about my time with the most wonderful best friend in the world :) Hope your feeling more inspired than I am, do something extra cool for me :)