the string

Happy Halloween world!! Im not always super sure of the words I want to come out on this here blog... but the thoughts in my head always seem big and important and sometimes they seem really monumental. And sometimes they just are the string that holds life together. But that string is important, and I like it more and more everyday. As I learn more about me, and as Margot would say become "homies with the universe" and all that jazz.

So the thoughts in my head.

Friendships, people, support.. the good, the frusterating, the love of those who show me what amazing friendships are, the new, the old, and the ones I learn from, even if it hurts my head a little.

Nostalgia- halloween, fall, dinner with last years crew, pictures. The feeling of being so lucky for then and now, and wondering what happens in between

Change- that every once and a while starts dancing and says HEY look at all that's happened, and most times you don't even notice it happening

Love- of life and family and friends

Future- all that is has to offer me, how its coming together, how I am so excited, and just scared enough that I'll stay on my toes :)

Urban Education- minor, fits, concrete, actually what I want from my life

Zachy- here next week to fill my heart full of all the best friend loads of love that seep out of him all the time

Motivation- that I find within and from all that surrounds me, to do better, to work hard, to be more, to learn and grow and squeeze the last drops of juice out of this life

School- which means learning and late nights and hard work and excitement and so much that I am so lucky to have unlike so many people... but sometimes makes me feel a tad bit overwhelmed ;)

I could go on forever... but those are where my head is right now. A little sleepy, a little frustrated with group projects, a lot thoughtful and a lot thankful and a lot blown away at all that is life... and wonderful :)

Hope your weekend was full of make believe and giggles and remembering childhood memories. And that you have thoughts in your head that feel like they are leading your life where it is supposed to go, and people to support you the whole way!

XOXOX