inspire me

Im feeling a little bit blah, a little bit like a rainy day and knowing that there are more and more rainy days ahead. The rain is a little bit fun, but I like the sunshine a lot more. It just kinda kills my motivation. Makes me want to curl up, makes me wish I had someone to cuddle with and watch movies and drink tea and do nothing with. Problems with that...1 I have a life, school, working out, friends, ya know things I have to do, 2. i dont have a tv, 3 i dont have someone to cuddle with. So then I just kinda lay here in a blah state trying to find motivation to go work out in the rain and get out from under my covers. Wow, I sound really pathetic, its not like its that bad. Just a little blah

I also have been in a bit of a blogging rut. Im not sure why. 

So i think maybe if I put the two blahs together I can maybe find some inspiration. Maybe if I write about things that have been inspiring me I will be inspired and I will also get out of my blogging rut. 

Liv is coming this weekend. I want to adventure. Its gonna be rainy but we are gonna just deal. Some ideas are

- Go to San Fran and be super touristy...ghirardelli chocolate (darn i gave up sweets), the piers, fishermens wharf, maybe even a cable car?

- Go to San Fran and act like we arent tourists and do something less touristy, or just explore a different part of it

- Go to Santa Cruz and adventure, that seems to be one of my favorite past times

- Go to a movie and just be best friends together

-Just drive, drive until we find something that looks interesting, or flip a coin and decide which way to turn, see where the world takes us

- Run in the rain

- Go somewhere new, hmm where new could we go? 

- Take an adventure at night, just to see things in a different light (haha a different light at night)

Hmm, this weekend will be a good inspiring adventure, whatever we do and even if it costs money, we'll get money back somehow haha

Some other things that have been inspiring me lately

Last night I went to homesafe, a women and children's shelter and played with the kiddos for a while. I've been trying to get there for a while and it finally worked out and it was great. It was fun to just play with them. I have been doing a lot of homework and reading and school with kiddos, but last night we played twister and candy lane and painted piggy banks, it was fun :)

I ordered yellow rain boots this morning, Im honestly hoping they come and since I ordered them the rain stops. But Im excited to have them for some rainy days, as long as they dont come too often, then i can just go bounce around in them.

Molly and Kali are thinking about coming to visit me and I AM SO EXCITED

This weekend I enjoyed some girl time. Love it

Mei blogged about taking care. Doing things that make your soul feel good, just for you. And I definitely have some of those things in my life.

- swimming, i am in love all over again

-running under the moonlight with my music, its really peaceful

-flowers, i have recently found an obsession with flowers, boy do i love them

- good fruit

-naps in the sunshine

-being with kids

-putting a lot of effort into my school work, that sounds so nerdy but i like the accomplished feeling, it feeds my motivation

-being busy- sometimes it makes me crazy but its how i work best, always has been

-loving people, i love ppl, i love ppl in my life, i love talking to the ppl i love, spending time with them

-dreaming, i spend so much time dreaming of where i am, where i wanna be, things i wanna do and be and see, of life and love and adventures, it inspires my everyday

-pictures...of memories, and scenery, and inspirations, and beauty, and feelings

-nature- that i need to find more of here, i miss that about home, but i also have found little things that give me some of it

also...i find out about cf on friday im anxious. either way will be fine, but i just wanna know. im also applying for ambassador, give tours, travel and promote scu, sounds good to me, id really like to get that position. there are alll these things i wanna do. and i just am always excited to do them lol

there is a lot to be inspired about :) i feel better now