Thats an Eric day :) Everytime I see a rainbow its like Eric is saying hello, its just connected for whatever reason. And one day at the cottage in Michigan dad was standing on the porch looking out at the lake while this song was playing and said "this is my song for Eric" and I will never forget the feeling, the day, the understanding, the emotion that came out of the seemingly emotionless man. And so it stuck, and everytime I hear the song I think of dad and Eric together, and then me too, and this totally different life that maybe we can experience in another world. Those little reminders just make my heart soar and feel full of love :)
Other then that it was kind of a Monday day, a day where I needed a little Eric love. I threw out my back for the 2nd time in a month (Im 19 arent I? jeeeezz!), didn't get the grade I wanted on my spanish test, and was just a tad bit moody and emotional and wanting those sweets that i gave up ;) ya, one of those days. The weather was moody too, one minute it was sunny and the next it was pouring and apparently it even hailed, crazy. Finals are coming up and its stressful. I really need to kick ass on a couple of my finals, so its time to crack down. But after that is SPRING BREAK and i couldn't be more excited.
Liv was here this weekend and it was really really nice. We took an awesome adventure on Friday first to Santa Cruz to hang out and have a little picnic on the beach and walk around in the beachy down town, then we drove up along the coast to San Fran which is one of the most beautiful drives ever and we just took it all in. We stopped at a little strawberry farm and tried their jam and strawberry lemonade and cider and it was sooo cute and stopped at this light house and took pictures of the pretty water and we talked and talked and talked and talked. Then we went to San Fran and guessing the whole way made our way to the bridge and had a DELICIOUS dinner in the Marina. It was a wonderful day. And a super awesome weekend. Liv and I could talk and talk for days, we just get each other and like to think about life and it was so nice to have her here and share my world and be best friends and laugh sooo much at the stupidest things. We almost got in a slight accident one time from laughing too hard, thats good laughing :). It was great.
We reminisced a little. About that crazy little life we created over the span of five years. Of all the friends and boys and ups and downs and adventures and sports and so much more that made up our time at SHS and how really really great senior year was. It made me miss it. We talked about how you spend all this time figuring it out then senior year we felt like we had a great group of friends and things were awesome, then bam we start over. Such a good start over though. It was also ski joring weekend at home. I was missing that too, that little life and my friends and the mountains. I'm gonna go home for our three day weekend over Easter and soak it up cause as ready as I was to get out I miss it.
Time for bed. I've been getting up early. Trying to make the most out of my days. I like waking up in the morning and opening the blinds, turning on some Jack Johnson and slowly waking up. And then swimming and showering and letting the day start off awesomely. Maybe Im becoming a morning person. Haha, probably not. But just maybe.
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