its all a dream

hello hello hello..
first of all just a little disclaimer...i am tired and stressed and therefore EMOTIONAL...sorry
I cried at a cubicle in the library the other night, oops, I guess thats what happens at college


I also got choked up at the LUCHA Kindergarten graduation tonight. Who knew after working with these kids for just 10 weeks I could love them THAT MUCH!  It was absolutely adorable and all of them gave me hugs and high fives and the parents asked for pictures and it was fantastic. And the little girls wore big fluffy dresses and the boys had on ties. I just wanted to scoop them all up and take them with me and play. Its crazy how you dont realize how much kids can mean to you and teach you and care about you.  That is why I love them so so so much and I am beyond excited to be the coordinator for this wonderful little school next year. They are doing really great things for those kids, the parents, teachers and all of the staff. Its an awesome place and Im feeling myself get kind of attached :)


Another emotional thing....1 week from now I will be on a plane home...not for a couple days, or a couple weeks FOR A FEW MONTHS! WHOA! Freshmen year is that close to over, that close. Its insane. We had our meeting about moving out last night. And have slowly been packing. And I am so so so not ready for this to end. Yet still ready to be done with school and home with my best friends. Its a weird feeling...like 1/3 of my heart is ready and the rest just does not wanna let go of this out of this world year.   Ey yi yi


Im almost there as far as school. Easy english final tomorrow, Psych paper due Sunday and Spanish final Monday.  I CAN DO IT! 


Some sleep would really help, like a whole lot, I've been getting like 3 hours a night cause I just cant fall asleep. Rediculous.


I already have tons of plans for when Im home and that makes me SO excited. Liv and Steph are picking me up. RYLA rafting Saturday, Summit crew CAMPING Saturday night (SO SO SO SO excited for that) and lots and lots more. Its gonna be a good summer.


But for now Im gonna continuing convincing myself that freshmen year isnt over. Theres no way. I swear its all a dream.